Its been a while

I take my blog as a diary, I love coming here to express who I am, I love it here and I have readers who relate, I read every reply, I see the stats so I know who spends how much time and when, to the people reading the blog, thank you because you read, relate and respond to me and I love knowing about you and knowing I am not the only one feeling certain things.

I had an accident but thank God, everything is okay now and baby Ruu is back, I feel sad that my baby had to experience something like this before she is even a year old, I feel like a bad mother, when you meet me going 20 km/h  on the road, mind your business and overtake me please, I am avoiding unforeseen circumstance. I still get scared sometimes when I have to drive in a busy road but I see it through, I don’t have time to be scared, I am not a passenger princess, I cant assign anyone else to do this for me, I have to see this through.

I have begun my Masters Degree in a different programme, yes, no more Marketing, this is a bit challenging, however I am still winning, I have an assignment to complete yet here I am, giving the tea to my readers on the latest events of my life, I still have 1000 hours let before submission, we are still okay .  I received a bursary too, yes! I am fully funded.  Applying for this bursary was a painful process but we are here now and I am grateful. I received the good news while my baby girl was still at the panel beaters therefore I couldn’t celebrate, I am truly happy.

I moved to a bigger apartment and the only way to park here is by reverse parking, I wish you could see my face right now as I am about to tell you that I AM A REVERSE PARKING PRO. Because our parking space is so small, the only way to park is by reversing, in the morning you don’t have to struggle to be on your way, you car is already facing the drive through. At first it took me 20 minutes and now we are at 10 minutes, its funny for people who have been driving for year, let me remind you that I have been driving for 8 Months, be easy on me. The other bedroom is void, I haven’t made it my own yet and I want to turn it into a studio, I love art and I felt that maybe I should sell the bed and replace it with a sleeper bed to create more room and then I make use of the remaining space to turn that room into a mini-studio, it should work. I want to make it my literature library and photography studio, I am learning to take professional pictures and I also take Camera’s as gifts too, in case you feel generous, I love the SONY brand…by the way, a small camera would do, I have small hands, like I said just in case you feel generous, I take gifts too.

I have been going through it and I think I have enough of these sad days, keep me in your prayers.

I have been thinking that sometimes life can give you so much and take you from one level to another, but every stage of growth has its own challenges, I now why God made me wait for this level of my life. The me I was 2 years ago would be handle to handle things I have handled the past few weeks. I was a baby a few months ago but now, I am a grown woman and even my mama agrees with me on this one, she agrees with it so much that she gave me spare keys to our home in case I want to stay out longer, I finally have the house spare keys, at my age, others had them at 21 but I am excited, I could leave this city at 8 pm, drive home and get there at 11 pm and I don’t wont have to knock, that’s means mom approves that I am now officially a grown woman.

Over and above, I am in good health, I have been off the grid and I am okay with that, this era of my life demands my time and I have given it over, I dont even have time, between working, travelling and studying, I am hitting my squads and eating well that I barely have time to even entertain gossip, say.. .I wonder whats the news about me lately. I am not vulnerable and I don’t hold back, in case the last time we spoke I was a bit vulnerable and shy, that girl is gone… this is the updated version and I block people now, I handle business, I don’t step back and I don’t bite my tongue, I reciprocate vibez now…respectfully